the mindful from a madman
this is a Queer and Trans* friendly blog.
I'm Charlie. I'm gender queer and pansexual. preferred pronouns are anything you are comfortable with calling me, just don't call me sir or ma'am, especially if you're older than me.
btw I'm a songwriter and the odd time you will see me post some low quality videos i made. by low quality i mean i probably didn't sing to my highest capacity and it was recorded from my cell phone.

11th April 2014

Photo reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 217,505 notes

stunningpicture:

Milk in cookie cup.

stunningpicture:

Milk in cookie cup.

Tagged: I just came

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11th April 2014

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makingagreatertemple:

makingagreatertemple:

Made this for my coworkers for Friday :3

Update. Almost got fired for that

makingagreatertemple:

makingagreatertemple:

Made this for my coworkers for Friday :3

Update. Almost got fired for that

3rd April 2014

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lexikittypop:

Nothing will fuck up your twenties more than thinking you’re supposed to have your shit together.

Source: lexikittypop

22nd March 2014

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whoiamisrainbow:

quarksandcoyotes:

whoiamisrainbow:

Straight men do not get to be bears

Straight women are not power bottoms, pillow princesses, or femmes

Get the fuck out if you are straight and use these terms for yourself.

Carter, this is pure bullshit. 

Rly?

I think if they’re fat and hairy they can call themselves bears whether they’re gay or not. But that’s just my thought

22nd March 2014

Post reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 302,942 notes

cassjaytuck:

what if you started making car alarm noises when people you didn’t like touched you

You’re meaning to tell me you don’t do this?

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19th March 2014

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kissingandcoffee:

sneakyfeets:

HAHAHA HOLY SHIT WE WERE LOOKING AT PICTURES OF SURGERIES IN CLASS AND ALL THE GUYS WERE HOOTING AT THE SLICED BREAST ONES AND THEN THE TEACHER SWITCHED TO A PENIS PIC WHERE IT WAS CUT OPEN AND SOME 300LB JOCK DOUCHEBAG FAINTED RIGHT OUT OF HIS CHAIR BOYS ARE WEAK BOYS ARE FUCKING WEAK

you mean to tell me

that there was a god damn CUT OPEN BOOB

IN SURGERY

AND BOYS WERE STILL SEXUALISING IT

FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING FUCK DOES NO ONE SEE HOW FUCKED UP THIS IS

they hoot and holler over a cut up breast with all the blood and yet they wouldn’t even think of touching a vagina while a female is menstruating.

Source: sneakyfeets

10th March 2014

Photoset reblogged from Leading By Example with 254 notes

greatbigthing:

pixel sorted images using this processing script by tetraghost

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10th March 2014

Post reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 69,809 notes

fademaw:

killdiobrando:

okuyasuofficial:

okuyasuofficial:

honey, im homo

welcome back queer

How was your gay?

It was a pain in the ass.

Source: okuyasuofficial

10th March 2014

Post reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 118,304 notes

amandolynne:

the-werefox:

do you ever get cuddle frustrated? Not sexually frustrated, but just get really frustrated and asdfghklg because you’re not cuddling someone right now and you just really need to feel someone with their arms around you and bury your face in their neck and just feel them close

SNUGGLE STRUGGLES

Source: the-werefox

10th March 2014

Photo reblogged from Hp Lyrikz - Inspiring Quotes with 1,438 notes

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

10th March 2014

Photo reblogged from Maddie... with 201,900 notes

rotcnerd:

happy-for-hell:

cancerfreak69:

So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress. my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know. so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth. he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.” I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him. he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me. and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot. he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room. he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no. held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male. whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/. I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop. my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all. she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run. he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on. my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us. we called the police today, but they cant find him. we dont have money for a lawyer,  all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support. I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around,  this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well. If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.

If you don’t reblog this that’s okay, but I hate you and you are wrong


^was that “if you don’t reblog comment” really necessary? In regards to the post : thank you for sharing your story and I feel it’s important to share with people

rotcnerd:

happy-for-hell:

cancerfreak69:

So, last night, I was getting ready to go out with my boyfriend to a dance at my school (which was cancelled due to lack of ticket sales) and, I had a nice black vest and a nice white shirt, and my uncle had just came home the other day from the mine (my uncle is homophobic and he has abused me many times throughout my child hood) and when I had came out of my room to show my memere how nice I looked, my uncle was in the room that i thought my grandma/memere would be in (she was downstairs doing laundry), and he asked me why I wasnt wearing a dress.
my memere and dad both know that I am transgendered and they respect that, however, my uncle does not, and he did not know.
so I decided to sit down and tell him the truth.
he listened carefully and quietlly through all of it, but at the end of my explanation he had said, “I didn’t raise you to be fucked up.”
I agreed, I am a huge mess, I have been for years, but my sexuality and gender identity is not a fuck up, so I argued with him.
he got to a point where, after so many months of piece, he slapped me.
and threw me to the ground and kicked me in the stomach, of course I had puked, and it hurt, a lot.
he grabbed me by the shirt and asked me, “are you a girl”, I said no, my sex is female, but my gender is male..and he dragged me to his room.
he once had a big dog, and he made that dog wear an eletrical dog collar, and weve always kept it in his room, because we dont need it (my uncle killed the dog), he threw me onto the bed and said,” ill ask you one more time, are you a girl” I said no.
held grabbed my wrist, and held onto it tightly, I have a bruise from how tight he was grabbing it, and he pulled out the dog collar, threw me back onto the bed, sat on me, and put the collar on me… then he began yelling, are you a girl, you are a girl, are you a girl, you are a girl, and my response of course was no, no, no, I am male, I am male.
whenever I said that, he would shock me, and it was /hell/.
I was screaming, which only caused the shocks to get worse and worse, and then he said, “do you want to find out how faggots have sex!?” of course I already know this, but still I said no no no no stop stop stop.
my memere had finally heard me and came rushing to the bedroom, and tried to make my uncle stop, but he pushed her down, and thanked god she was okay.. since shes very fragile and all.
she then ran back to the stairs to call up my dad, and oh boy did he run.
he ran up stairs and shoved my uncle away from me and started fighting with him, yelling, punching, kicking, and such so on.
my memere got the collar off of me and brought me into her room, and after my dad and uncle were done fighting, my uncle had grabbed the things he needed and left, shouting a few insults at us.
we called the police today, but they cant find him.
we dont have money for a lawyer,  all we have is a counsellor, im not going to ask for money, all I ask for is support.
I dont know what this will do, but please spread this around,  this has affected me and family members greatly. I was taken to a hospital today to check if there was any damage on my insides that we dont know of and thankfully there was no damage, just scarring, emotionally and physically. i had a horrifying nightmare relating to this as well.
If you have abused somebody, raped somebody, insulted somebody, in any way possible, I hope this can somehow change your way of heart, and realize how much this can horrify a person, and ruin their lives. it made my life 97x worse than it already is.

If you don’t reblog this that’s okay, but I hate you and you are wrong

^was that “if you don’t reblog comment” really necessary?

In regards to the post : thank you for sharing your story and I feel it’s important to share with people

Source: fuckshitbitchtits69lmaoblazeit

5th March 2014

Photo reblogged from Running to Your Arms with 45,424 notes

tw1nninq:

pluralfloral:

calithepug:

special treat! doggy donuts 

this is everything i care about in one picture

AWH THIS SO ADORABLE I CAN’T HANDLE It

tw1nninq:

pluralfloral:

calithepug:

special treat! doggy donuts 

this is everything i care about in one picture

AWH THIS SO ADORABLE I CAN’T HANDLE It

Source: calithepug

5th March 2014

Post reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 347,582 notes

meepitperson:

Rape isn’t about uncontrollable sexual desire. You only have to listen in on a Call of Duty game to see that. When that kid crows, “I raped you!”, he’s not calling the other guy sexy; he’s saying he defeated him, dominated him, humiliated him. That’s what rape is about, and that should scare you.

This is one of the reasons I don’t play video games

Source: the-church-of-saint-aubergine

5th March 2014

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sixeyedandmagic:

officialannakendrick:

even jesus pooped

Holy shit.

Tagged: im in tears over thiswhy is this so funny?

Source: dutchster

5th March 2014

Post reblogged from Saruca or Sara with 282,517 notes

sexicancore:

i-o-u-an-assbutt:

mintmeow:

i’ve got 99 problems and being a decaying organism that’s born to die in a society run by money that i can’t escape is one of them 

do you need a hug

i think we all need a hug